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001. Bobby is part of my birth name.
002. In Chinese astrology, I was born in the year of the Fire Horse.
003. Currently I live in North Hollywood, California.
004. I thought that I was an agnostic, but I don't know anymore.
005. Not so much the fact that I don't believe in the 'higher being', I just don't believe much in religion.
006. I do believe in people believing in something beautiful.
007. I am the youngest of 4 kids.
008. I've never considered myself smart.
009. But that's okay.
010. I've never considered myself as a minority either.
011. I've been partnered for over 5 years, with my love Alec.
012. We make each other laugh a lot.
013. Just the thought of him makes me smile.
014. He's romantic, and I'm just mushy.
015. At one point, I used to get angry very easily.
016. Now I'm very much laidback and carefree, too.
017. I came out to my folks in my early 20's.
018. At the time, my mother told me that if she had a gun, she would've shot me.
019. What she said never bothered me because I knew she didn't mean it. It just sounded so dramatic and that's why I brought it up. heh!
020. We have gotten really close as time passes.
021. I love my folks, and they love me just the same, if not more.
022. I have 1 grandparent left, my grandmother. She is the best grandmother in my whole wide world.
023. I dislike standing in line.
024. I don't like people who are inconsiderate.
025. I don't drink alcohol.
026. Soup is my favourite course of the meal.
027. I hate taking pills.
028. I am anemic and have kidney stones.
029. I think I will most likely croak from some kind of stomach cancer in my 70's. [Cheery innit?]
030. I'm more than half way there.
031. And I believe when the time comes, not a single soul will be afraid of death.
032. I used to drive a black Jeep Wrangler.
033. I used to have a license plate configured BILZBUB.
034. Now I drive a black Jeep Cherokee. Today it reads UMBRAA.
035. I'm not a Buddhist, but I listen to Buddhist music/chant.
036. I listen to music everyday. It's my high.
037. I like 'thinking' music.
038. Music opened my eyes.
039. So far, my all-time favourite movie is a Chinese movie, called 'Not One Less'.
040. And it makes me cry - every time.
041. My second favourite is also a Chinese movie, called 'The Road Home'.
042. Both by the same director.
043. I think kids are amazing.
044. I would like to adopt a child someday.
045. When I was young, I wanted to be either a drummer or a trucker.
046. I started to learn "British" English when I was young, and then when I moved here to the states, I couldn't understand the "American" English.
047. I was confused, and still I get that way easily.
048. My grammar is bad, I mean poor; I just write how I think.
049. No one in my family graduated college.
050. I've taken courses in 5 different colleges and 1 art school.
051. I think my mind is good yet somewhat corrupted/perverted, but I don't let the bad stuff manifest cause there isn't a need.
052. I feel my age, and I think that's a good thing.
053. I love to look at photographs of people cuz every picture tells a story.
054. I am an observer in many ways, but though a lot of times I zone out on what's closest to me.
055. Every now and then I get all teary-eyed when I think about life in general.
056. My ex was into pot, crack, cocaine, crystal, speedball/heroin. He was a P/T prostitute, a sexual compulsive, a chronic liar and a smoker, too. He was also in and out of prison.
057. I've gotten food from food banks. At one point, I was really close to being homeless, and have slept on the streets somewhere in Phoenix, Arizona.
058. There was a time for 3 months straight, I've eaten nothing but food from Circle K. [Is that a record? *puke*]
059. I don't listen to radio, and I have rabbit ears at home.
060. Seldom I will watch news programs on TV.
061. I watch more porn than regular TV, or at least it seems like it.
062. I dislike talking on the phone.
063. I try to love people genuinely.
064. I love hugs; it's the closest of two hearts.
065. I think the best sound in the world is hearing people laugh.
066. And the worst thing in the world is seeing people in pain, physically or mentally.
067. I believe there's something beautiful awaits us, after this lifetime.
068. I try to treat everyone equally.
069. I don't believe in 'best friends'.
070. I think life is like a big huge egg-xam, full of pop quizzes.
071. And I believe doing the best I can.
072. I'm mostly a home-body.
073. Before Mrhappysad, I was Ayris.